Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Childishness

I'm not sure if i'm crazy or if i'm just so burnt out and in need of a brake that this is just how my mind is. But sometimes I feel like my brain is a 2yr old and I have to get stern with it :/ This only really happens when studying, I have to force myself to concentrate. Sometimes it works for a while, then other times my brain has had enough, freaks out and goes into this hyper type mode where the only thing that works to fix it is turning everything off, TV, music, closing the blinds and having a nap or just chilling out. After about 30-45 mins I can study again but loose steam pretty quick. Just me? burnt out? no idea.

Breaks really help, but I find I am ridiculously hard on myself if I take to much of a break I will beat myself up over it. Which really doesn't help since thats just taking more study time up :/ yes I know it doesn't make sense. I am trying to fix it. 

Tomorrow commences the next three weeks of hell. The final hell weeks of this semester I am happy to state. We have exactly 5 days of classes left... crazy I know. I can't believe it yet. I'll let myself wrap my brain around that on the flight home.

Schedule for the next while
Thurs - Patient assessment exam mods 1-7 (last midterm didn't go so well so here's hoping for better)
          - Open lab time
          - Study 212
          - Study 218Friday - Teacher going over stuff at 8am :( (i'm sad about this because we aren't supposed to have school tht day so I had planned on sleeping in... not so much
          - 10am some demo thing for a VIP, I don't know, I volunteered... my biggest reasoning was because I was already going to be at school anyways....
          - Study 212
          - Study 218
Saturday - Tutor
              - Open lab time, trying to nail my patient assessment without forgetting things
              - Study 212
              - Study 218
Sunday - Study

Monday - Anatomy exam
Tuesday - Physics exam (booooooooooo)
             - Probably open lab
Friday - Last day of class
Monday - Final Exam on 218 (nebulizers and such)
Tuesday - Final patient assessment day (nervous as all hell for)
Wens - Last practicum day

Week after is all written finals :| ahhhhhhh scary!!!!!
Then home time for a long while, move a best friend up to one of my favorite cities, take a trip to a warm location :D and relax with family and friends :D yay!!!

Things I've really wanted as of lately
  • a nice whole healthy meal cooked for me. I admit to being one of those bachelor type eaters where I snack, random things after school. But I've been craving a whole cooked meal just to lazy/ not wanting to spend time on that :s
  • The temperature in my room to stay constant, sometimes it's warm, other times freezing, like bazezzus 
  • My right knee to stop hurting me, yes knee, I understand you were angry with me when I went running 4 days in a row. That was over a month ago, I now space the days at least 2 days apart. Stop aggrivating me :(
  • Back massages! I get them on campus, (yes they cost money still, unfortunately) but they just switched people and the new person just doesn't do the same good things as the last one. :(
  • People around me to stop getting sick. I have no time to be sick, do not give me anything.
  • To go home! (soon enough!)
Forgot to thank my Aunt for giving me a care package! It had highlighters, flaggy things, and a bunch of useful things!

Oooo to anyone giving students care packages helpful ideas. Advil!, black pens (no idea why these keep running out), meal card, sticky flags (they work awesome), sticky notes, their favorite snack.... ect

Onto Pictars!

 My failure at making instant oatmeal....  can cook... I swear. 

Just different picture of different things in my agenda

No this isn't a picture of random people or a truck.... its supposed to be of the horse ride. I think Rachel and I might try and get a ride this weekend if they are out. Its just down from SAIT and is free! yay free!

 This has been daunting me lately. I have to memorize all of these, I am down to only a few that I mix up now. yay me!

When running around residence I like to wear flip flops :D.... cept these are broken now :( the toe thingy came out. boooo (just noticed how clean the elevator floor is.... ewww)

Sunday afternoon I went to Lincoln at Chinook... It wasn't really my type of movie :/ Anyways, this was at the mall. I like carousels, especially outside ones.

Lol! studyinf for exams, I had a nap in that little space believe it or not. This is what happens on weekends while trying to study and do homework/labs.

Random picture from class today. These are the types of scenarios we will be working on.

Picture from today, it's cold, and snowing all day. :( I like snow, hate the super cold though

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